I am walking through an outdoor public market  when I realize that I’m dreaming. I start to float up to fly but then remember the steps of the meditation. I go down towards the ground but stop about 5ft off the ground, fold my legs and close my eyes to meditate (floating). “Center.” I intend to become centered.

 It took a moment to tap in but when I did it was very nice. I felt so light and spacious, expansive, relaxed. Then I say ok - “Witness”. (Each command takes a couple moments to kick in but they all had an effect). So after I say “Witness” ,  a couple moments pass and suddenly I am outside of myself looking at myself. I thought -Wow, Ok. It’s working. I am watching myself. I have adoration for myself, examining from the outside. I think I see my body in different angles and there is some movement through the air, also. Then I say ok - “Detach”. 

I am now back in my body with my eyes closed. After a few moments, suddenly, a very intense flash of white light. I detach. There is no- body. but “I” am still in the room (my consciousness without any dream body).  I am in my kitchen at 146 Jordan now. *Commentary: (From here things start to spin out a bit. I am so excited about it all and want to remember and have time for each step so I am rushing a bit. Mostly also- the white light part was so intense I think that rattled my nerves a bit).)

Anyways…“Detach” - I don’t really remember much, could I see, could I hear? I think I could — but it’s not clear. And then I remember the next step “One with all things”. I command that but then start thinking about it - and was like, Ok I should try a tree. I will become a tree. I intend to become a tree. 

My body feels like it is growing, I feel very wiggly. I feel my feet go into the ground but the rest of me is very wiggly- long wiggly arms and torso and neck. I am wiggling slowly about. But in that moment I let my mind get in the way with the thought - “this isn’t how a tree is, trees are so firm” and with that thought  I manifested a fire on the ground. I think - oh no, I don’t want to be a tree if the forest is on fire! I think - oh no. and I became a bit fearful but I decided to move onto the next step. I say “See as God Sees” and when I say, and scan the fire with my vision, the fire transforms and is no longer.

 I was also not a tree anymore either, and I am back in my dream-body. I never got to the final step. I was tripping a little at how wild the experience is. Now there is a little girl, a toddler almost, in the kitchen with me (my parent’s kitchen) making a mess, taking things out of the pantry, throwing them on the ground, etc. I think - ok I can clean this up with my mind because it’s not actually there. I don’t have to bend over and physically clean it up (And i can’t ask the baby to do it cause she’s a baby)… I just changed the fire, I can clean this up with my mind.

 I think that the thought crossed my mind that I maybe should go back to “witness’. And as I had that thought I blink and there is another me standing in front of me. Then I blink again and there’s another (now 3 of me in this kitchen) I think “Oh! see as god sees- it’s the trinity!” and then I blink again and there’s 4 of me, we’re all standing in a square. I think “ok well 4 is good too- pillars, earth number, goddess number”.  At this point I think “Oh no, I brought the fear in - Killian warned me about letting the fear slip in” — (at the point of the white light).  (+ the close interchangeability of fear and the excitement).

 I hear my Mom open the front door and come in. The mess and the baby were gone. I thought -how will i even get out of this dream? I go upstairs to call Killian. I go through my phone looking for his number but I don’t see it so I think Ill have to go to instagram to find it. But then he was right there with me (even tho I continued to look for his number). I am talking with him.  Then I wake up for real into my physical body all at once in a moment’s shock.